I have a date today. And it’s not with S. On our third date, he made it clear that he was not ready for anything serious (he’s recently divorced). And, I am fine with this. In between boyfriends, I had married my job and have spent the last few months restoring balance in my life to make room for dating.
I love getting to know S. I also like meeting new people. S and I are on the same page. We agreed that if either of us met someone that we want to be “intimate” with, that we would let the other person know.
Since he’s a man, I expect this will come up. Since I am a priss (I won’t kiss another man if I am “being intimate” with someone) I am confident we can have an adult conversation if I meet someone I like.
However, I completely spaced that I had accepted this date and it’s in an hour. My story has changed and my interest in dating is dead. Can I bail? What if I just don’t show up? What if I simply act like an airhead?
Grow the F up. I have more important things to think about then a stranger. I text bail.