Several months ago, I did a ceremony with a local group. I didn't go "all-in," meaning I kept my dose light because I didn't want to lose my shit. However, the messages were clear and divinely feminine. In short:
To start, I am grateful for the lessons that emerge from seemingly negative situations. For example, in 2018 when I accepted a part-time role in a company I used to work, I saw it as a step backward. Now, I see that I needed it to learn how to master "working-at-home" with a toddler. Today, I am crushing working full-time at home because I had that experience. I also see that I had to re-engage with building business models supported by training programs. It was "easy" to bring this knowledge to a new industry. And, as I develop training programs and acquisition strategies for my new company, I am falling in love with the positive energy and financial opportunities of this new industry. It's not based on greed. It's based on my need to move on which does mean having my own space for me and Teagan. For her benefit, I need to create a stable home environment and will stay close by S and his parents. It makes sense to buy and not continue to throw away money. Buying means that I have to kick my own ass back into gear and focus on earning money and the future. Now that Teagan doesn't need constant attention, I have the mental space to do this. Eeek! It's a tough pill to swallow to realize that no one will do the work for me. I know that I have the tenacity and brains to do it though.
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